Life (Explicit) - Mac Miller

Yeah

I didn't mean to pull the trigger

I swear

But now she's dead

And there ain't no coming back

Once you there

I hope she knew that I loved her

I hope she knew that I cared

Your food getting cold

Why don't you come sit down in this chair

We can talk about all the things

We should have done

All the arguments that you probably

Would have won

Would have won

But I'm stubborn baby you knew

That when you told me you loved me

And I told you I loved you back

(loved you back)

But now you laying on the tile

I'm waiting for a smile

So I'll stay here for a while

When the cops come in

They're gonna have to take me away (away)

And I'll tell em "I'm sorry

I didn't mean to do it"

Guess I'm just emotional

And maybe kinda stupid

I just wanna hold you close

So why do I have to give you away

And I'll tell em I'm sorry

I'm not a bad person

I couldn't take your pain away

I guess I'm undeserving

But if I can't have you to myself

Then you're gone (gone)

I didn't mean to pull the trigger

I swear (I swear)

Life full of surprises

But that sh*t isn't fair (isn't fair)

Tell me how we live is different

Guess this sh*t kinda rare (rare)

If you getting cold

Why don't you come sit down

In this chair (chair)

We can talk about everything

You hate on this Earth (Earth)

And that you're getting tired

Cause you making it work (work)

But can I kiss you just one more time (time)

Baby lemme close your eyes

Feel your lips touching mine (touching mine)

I'm sure I've never seen you

Look more heavenly (heavenly)

Now I'm rubbing on your back

Whispering rest in peace (rest in peace)

It's okay baby go to sleep (go to sleep)

I'll keep you safe you alone with me

Say I wouldn't hurt you I lied

I don't deserve you I tried

So I'm a stay by your side (side)

But when the cops come in

They're gonna have

To take me away (away)

And I'll tell em "I'm sorry

I didn't mean to do it"

Guess I'm just emotional

And maybe kinda stupid

I just wanna hold you close

So why do I have to give you away

And I'll tell em

I'm sorry

I'm not a bad person

I couldn't take your pain away

I guess I'm undeserving

But if I can't have you to myself

Then you're gone (gone)