Who said it wasn't okay to be weird

I hope those people just disappear

So many friends keep calling me out

I can wipe a the fears I face

No doubt

And I'll just grow older

A little bit bolder

Let me make a little name for myself

A note to the past life

I'll take you to paradise

You know I need you right

You might wonder how I got here

I wish I told myself ten years ago

Who said it fade into black

And disappear

I guess I'll drown in all my tears alone

I guess I'm facing all my fears alone

I wish I told myself ten years ago

I wish I could tell myself

What I did right and what I did wrong

Maybe I could settle the score

And not do the things from my past

As before

Like

Maybe I could tell you

All the ups and downs

Get them all situated

Hoping I'm better now

Could I just send a note

You know it would change my mind

Instead I'm waking up with different mysteries inside

You might wonder how I got here

I wish I told myself ten years ago

Who said it fade into black

And disappear

I guess I'll drown in all my tears alone

I guess I'm facing all my fears alone

I wish I told myself ten years ago