Sadly masculine his naked body lies beside me

Stretched out on the pale sheets

Of my otherwise deserted bed

I do not know how he got here

I am not even sure if I am hiding him

Trophy or lost property

Did I drag him to this place

Slave to some dark desire

Or have I merely found him here

In childlike innocence and curiosity

Assuming blackness

His left nipple is now facing me

The same old symbol for reality

Further than ever from attraction

Except of course for crawling things

But we're all crawling on some floor

You will not tease me nevermore

His head now points towards the window in the west

His feet towards the door

His limbs in slight disorder

After my vain attempt to move him over

To a slightly different position

I fear that the disturbance of his rest

Has caused some liquid correspondence

To escape his quiet oh so human shell

What secrets do you hide in there

Leaning my face against the left side of his flesh

I place my right hand gently now upon his belly

Hoping not to wake the horrors of that

Half forgotten sense

I can't believe that I do actually consider this again：

I must refuse to share my bed now

With carcass of a man

No vicious jokes to break the fragile little heart

This is the deeper secret of the worlds we are apart

Is this perhaps some kind of test

Shall I have vengeance on your flesh

Now that you're dead am I supposed

To inflict that sentence on your corpse

To pay you back the laughter

That never really flooded from your mouth

Would your thin lips have ever released

Such agony and shame on me

Scared to death by and of my own request

Maybe like this it's really for the best

I'll seal your carcass with a kiss and let you disappear