Candles are burning my mind returning

From hell

Thoughts are out I go off route

Into my shell oh

Yesterday all felt great now I'm back

Circling around falling down

This is my fate oh

I thought I could be better

Could say whatever

But I'm still here scared anxiety creeping out

Stuck honestly still freaking out

Stripes down my face

I can't move from my place

Laughs are echoing in my head

Free the sun feel the fun

I know what I'm supposed to do

Diss the dismay release the bliss

I know what I'm supposed to do

I can't let go

I can't let go

I can't let go

I can't let go

I can't let go

Release me from the shadows

Release me from the shadows

Release me from the shadows

Take another swig

One for every promise I renege

Everything is my fault

Though I know it's not

Can't believe I just sat

Can't believe I just left like that

What is this

Things I never wanted to miss

I thought I could be better

Thought I could say whatever

But I'm still here scared anxiety creeping out

Stuck honestly still freaking out

All of these people feel foreign

I'm neither sinking nor soaring

I'm either joking or boring

Free the sun feel the fun

I know what I'm supposed to do

Diss the dismay release the bliss

I know what I'm supposed to do

I can't let go

I can't let go

I can't let go

I can't let go

I can't let go

Release me from the shadows

Release me from the shadows