Sometimes I feel like a guilty pleasure

Sometimes it don't feel like pleasure at all

Face in the air like I'm trying to fool you

What a surprise

I'm just fooling myself

Glued to my phone

I'm just trying to hear you

Sweat on the glass burning holes in my hand

I don't wanna believe in a new communion

Pour out the wine

Taste the blood in my breath

Till I go and find out

It's so easy

Turn and walk away from all the sadness

Even if it feels too hard to handle

I know it's just a reason to let it fly

Bending my will but the effort is wasted

Hung up and dry

Just a tool in the shed

Springing the trap 'cause it's testing my patience

What a surprise

It was all in my head

Going to Hell

Guess they killed me with kindness

Drank all my time

Now I'm eating the chance

Is a moment of truth such an inconvenience

Peel off the rind

Bite the fruit in my hands

TilI I go and find out

It's so easy

Turn and walk away from all the sadness

Even if it feels too hard to handle

I know it's just a reason to let it fly