Epilogue - The Antlers
Lyrics by:Peter Silberman
Composed by:Peter Silberman
In a nightmare I am falling from the ceiling into bed beside you
You're asleep I'm screaming shoving you to try to wake you up
And like before you've got no interest in the life you live when you're awake
Your dreams still follow storylines like fictions you would make
So I lie down against your back until we're both back in the hospital
But now it's not a cancer ward we're sleeping in the morgue
Men and women in blue and white they are singing all around you
With heavy shovels holding earth you're being buried to you neck
In that hospital bed being buried quite alive now
I'm trying to dig you out but all you want is
To be buried there together
You're screaming and cursing
And angry and hurting me
And then smiling and crying
Apologizing
I've woken up I'm in our bed but there's no breathing body there beside me
Someone must have taken you while I was stuck asleep
But I know better as my eyes adjust you've been gone for quite awhile now
And I don't work there in the hospital they had to let me go
When I try to move my arms sometimes they weigh too much to lift
I think you buried me awake my one and only parting gift
But you return to me at night just when I think
I may have fallen asleep
Your face is up against mine and I'm too terrified to speak
You're screaming and cursing
And angry and hurting me
And then smiling and crying
Apologizing
You're screaming and cursing
And angry and hurting me
And then smiling and crying
Apologizing
You're screaming and cursing
And angry and hurting me
And then smiling and crying
Apologizing