Small - Lauren Spencer Smith

Lyrics by：Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer Smith

Composed by：Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer Smith

Produced by：David Burris/Thomas Daniel

I've been holding my stomach in for so long

Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore

I work out hard seven days a week

But I don't feel any differently

I wonder if I'll ever change

I don't think I could live this way

I wake up hating my body

Scared that there's nothing

That'll make it better

If I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty

Do I even matter

Hate being hungry when I go to sleep

Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed

I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all

Trying to be small

Walk over me and I take it so politely

'Cause I still care what they think and if they like me

I used to smile and show my teeth

Now I don't smile at anything

I wonder if I'll ever change

I I don't wanna be this way

I wake up hating my body

Scared that there's nothing

That'll make it better

If I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty

Do I even matter

Hate being hungry when I go to sleep

Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed

I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all

Trying to be

Everything that makes me sad

A therapist a punching bag

Wish I could eat and not feel bad

Swear I'm gonna scream

And no one's ever listening

And they don't care it's killing me

As long as I can ******* sing

Then life is a dream

But I wake up hating my body

Scared that there's nothing

That'll make it better

If I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty

Do I even matter

Hate being hungry when I go to sleep

Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed

I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all

I'm killing myself and I don't think it's healthy at all

Trying to be small