Met You - RYVN/Kevin Adler/happily sad

Composed by：Ryan Hatch

It's like this is all a game

And I haven't been told what the rules are

Or even worse if I had

I am I'll-equipped to follow them

All I can do is provoke

I have become spiteful

I am just as bad as they are

They I'm I'm worse

I f**king hate myself for it

I am I am so f**king lonely

I'm so alone never thought you

Would make my heart be broke

I gotta let go all of the pain

Will eat me if I don't

I cannot cope been feeling so

Low since you have hit the road

Turned to a person I no longer know

Memories of us are what still gives me hope

I am still haunted by all of these ghosts

I don't feel wanted I been on my own

Nobody's calling me up on my phone

And I need you to talk but

I just get the tone yeah

Wish we ain't met

Sometimes I feel like I'm better of dead

What hurts the most is you were my best friend

Now you're the one that my heart regrets

I wish I never met you

But I still want to hold you

Getting over you is just something I can't do

I want to feel brand new

It's just something I can't do

Sorry that I'm not enough

What's the point if we don't got trust

No one listens I'm feeling stuck

Can't move on from the thought of us ah

Hate how we ain't have a choice

Moved 'cross the map and you couldn't join

Going numb made my heart void

Our love has now been destroyed

Feeling certain no one is perfect

Hide my smile behind a curtain

Wish you're mine but don't got the courage

Can't leave the thoughts that say I'm worthless but

Alone doing shots

I know we fight and it happens a lot

Lately been acting like someone I'm not

Don't know what happy is think I forgot yeah

I wish I never met you

But I still want to hold you

Getting over you is just something I can't do

I want to feel brand new

It's just something I can't do