cryin too much (Explicit) - sadeyes/Koi/Lil Xtra

Composed by：Nathan Lewis

Yeah

Oh f**k I'm drunk went and did it again

I cut my ties guess I'm losin' a friend

I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend

My heart self harm makes it easy to pen

I'm not the monster I get painted as

But I'll bite her neck like I'm a maniac

I love when she screams

When she cuts me I bleed

I get high as the stars

Then I fall like the leaves

My mind's gone bad

Yo what's the date

My heart's so cold bet a few could relate

Now I'm f**ked in the brain

Now I'm f**ked in the tub

I'm f**ked so often I'm probably up on the hub

I'm probably out of my luck

I'm probably stupid as f**k

'Cause every time that she hit me

I feel adrenaline rush

I feel my energy thrust

It's like I like being hurt

I feel the knife in my gut

I think I'm cryin' too much

And I I complain too much

One minute you hate me and

The next you wan f**k

Just look at my love yeah look at it goes

Every time I'm up it seems like you want me more

And that sucks my heart's inside my lungs

I hit my plug he fill me up

I don't want nothin' but your love

You hit me up and said we done

Sad we done

Yeah yeah sad we done

For you for you now

Oh no oh God what have I done

Become all the things that

I been runnin' from

I thought we were done talkin' s**t

Were above that

But words turn to fists

It's becoming a blood bath blood bath

But I'm drunk so I run back

If you call me an asshole

I don't have a comeback

I'm not just an asshole

I know that you know that

Craving my soul but I already sold that

I'm bravin' the cold

You already know that I hate this

F**k love I wanna be famous

At least I can't be shameless and

Spend all my time gettin' wasted

But that's you wanted right

I don't wanna hang on right I'm on my own tonight

You make me wanna die

I'll let you kill me some other time

Oh f**k I'm drunk went and did it again

I cut my ties guess I'm losin' a friend

I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend

My heart self harm makes it easy to pen

I'm not the monster I get painted as

But I'll bite her neck like I'm a maniac

I love when she screams when she cuts me I bleed

I get high as the stars

Then I fall like the leaves

My mind's gone bad yo what's the date

My heart's so cold bet a few could relate

Now I'm f**ked in the brain

Now I'm f**ked in the tub

I'm f**ked so often I'm probably up on the hub

I'm probably out of my luck

I'm probably stupid as f**k

'Cause every time that she hit me

I feel adrenaline rush

I feel my energy thrust

It's like I like being hurt

I feel the knife in my gut

I think I'm cryin' too much

Too much

Too much