I forgive you - Halsey

Where do I begin

I'm braver when I'm far away and speaking on a whim

You told me that you'd kill him if he touch me once again

But you're as bad as him

For every finger that he lifted

I have memories you twisted and recitals that you missed

Broken knees you never kissed

And I told my therapist

She said there's still a little girl in me

You're holding by the wrist

And she and I can coexist

For I'll be spending an eternity with lots of narcissists

So this town ain't big enough for both of us

And I don't have the strength to take control of us

I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it

And I forgive you but I still remember all of it

I wonder if you'd like me if things were different

If I wasn't who I am and insignificant

I only wish you could have left her out of it

She's never done a thing without a doubt of it

And she needs me more than anything

She still has both your wedding rings

I love you both but once in a while

I'd love the chance to be the only child

Cause everyone needs something all the time

This town ain't big enough for both of us

And I don't have the strength to take control of us

I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it

And I forgive you but I still remember all of it

If you ask me what this song's about I'll lie

Cause I don't have the strength to not deny

And I still want you to love me deep inside

And I still need your approval though I try

This town ain't big enough for both of us

And I don't have the strength to take control of us

I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it

And I forgive you but I still remember all of it

I still remember all of it