Don't patronize I realize I'm losing

And this is my real life

I'm half asleep and I am wide-awake

This habit is always so hard to break

I don't want to be the bad guy

I've been blaming myself

And I think you know why

I'm killing time

I'm killing time

And time's killing you

Every way that I do

Did you say "Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Because I want you all to myself"

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

"Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Because I want you all to myself"

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

I'm under the gun

Feel like the only one

I just can't decide what I'm running from

This isn't what I wanted

But I can't keep my filthy f**king mouth shut

It's not enough it's never enough

And I wish I could breathe

Without getting it stuck

Can't focus but

I try it over and over again

Did you say "Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Because I want you all to myself"

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

"Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Because I want you all to myself"

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

"Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Because I want you all to myself"

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like

Did you say "Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Because I can't stay with someone else"

I can try and suck it up

I just keep f**king up

Because I want you all to myself

"Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Because I want you all to myself"

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else