Letter to God (1983) - Halsey (海尔希)

Lyrics by：Halsey

Composed by：Halsey

Produced by：Halsey/Caleb Laven/Alex G

I left home and moved to Brooklyn where my boyfriend had a place

And he had track marks on his arms but had the most angelic face

I watched my friends die before twenty-one and now I'm twenty-eight

I'm at the doctor's every day because I can't stop losing weight

And now I'm the one with needles in my arms and in my legs

I'm making jokes about the blood tests and I'm planning my estate

And I don't wanna blame the child but I have to speculate

If this could all just be an answer to those prayers that came delayed

Because I never would have said it if I knew I'd have to wait

Until the moment I was happy then it all disintegrates and I'm singin'

Please God I don't wanna be sick

And I don't wanna hurt so get it over with quick

Please God I wanna be loved

Don't wanna be somebody that you're tryna get rid of

Please God I don't wanna be sick

And I don't wanna hurt so get it over with quick

Please God I wanna be loved

I don't wanna be somebody you're tryna get rid of

Thank you