Intrusive Thoughts (Explicit) - Natalie Jane

Lyrics by：Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/Joe Kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach

Composed by：Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/Joe Kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach

Produced by：Pink Slip

I'm historically heartbroken

Drownin' in my own emotions

One minute away from breakin' down down down

I'm always leavin' empty-handed

No one wants a heart that's damaged

Only know a love that lets me down down down

Oh starin' contest with the walls

I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts

What if I never find anybody to love

Or I finally get the chance and I **** it all up

'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

Woah what if I get to heaven and it's not even real

And I die before tellin' you how I really feel

'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

That maybe love's not for me

If you don't look too closely

You can't even tell I'm lonely

Even though it keeps me up at night night night

I try to keep myself distracted

But I got all these awful habits

Of listenin' to voices in my mind mind mind

Oh starin' contest with the walls

I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts oh

What if I never find anybody to love

Or I finally get the chance and I **** it all up

'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

Woah-oh woah-oh oh

What if I get to heaven and it's not even real

And I die before tellin' you how I really feel

'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

Maybe love's not for me oh-oh

Maybe love's not for me oh-oh-oh

Maybe love's not for me

Maybe love's not for me

For me for me for me

Maybe love's not for me