Can't get my head on my shoulders

Feels like I'm losing myself

I still see your shadow on the wall

Like I'm living in hell

Touch down in a new place tryna escape

You're poison and I hate that I miss a mistake

I'm tired of the ghosts but I don't wanna run away

I hate that I miss you I hate that I miss you

I hate that I miss you I hate that I miss you

I can't believe I fell for all of it and it was a show

I know it's toxic but it just don't feel right letting you go

But you play a game I can't escape

I'm caught up in the middle

You're running through my head

And all the things we said

I wish I could forget you

I hate that I miss you I hate that I miss you

I hate that I miss you I hate that I miss you

Hate you miss you I hate that I miss you

Hate you miss you I hate that I miss you

I hate that I miss you

Hate you miss you I hate that I miss you

Hate you miss you I hate that I miss you

Hate you miss you I hate that I miss you