My Life - LAUNDRY DAY/Matilda Marigolds

Composed by：LAUNDRY DAY

Produced by：LAUNDRY DAY

I should've shot first

The second that I saw it coming

I made this thing worse yes I did

I coulda known more

And when I choose to bring it forward

I hope we return back to before

'Cause this is my life

And only I can live it for me

One day at a time I lose this pain

This is my strife

And I can't seem to break the habit

Every time I help myself

I hurt myself again

And it goes

Oooo oooo oooo

Something real is takin' over

Oooo oooo oooo

And I can't help but help myself

And I I I I don't wanna stop this feeling

I I I I can choose to let it die

I should've shot first

For all the babies that he could've had

He picked her yes he did

I could've done more

'Cause when I see her 'cross the corridor

She's not sure

But this is her life

And only she can live it for her

One day at a time I'm waiting here

But this is my strife

And I can't seem to break the habit

Everytime I help myself

I hurt myself again

And it goes

Oooo oooo oooo

Something real is takin' over

Oooo oooo oooo

And I can't help but help myself

And I I I I don't wanna stop this feeling

I I I I can choose to let it die

I can choose to let myself believe in

What I have

When do I get a second chance

That precious longful blissful evening

When I sit down you're already leavin'

Now I see now I see

A few things clearly

So here's the truth spoke so sincerely

I should've shot first

When all I wanted was someone to take off their smile

And my shirt

I coulda got hurt

When he told me I was beautiful

Lazy pins and needles

What's it worth

But this is

His her my life

I'm thinkin' of the ways

That I could turn away and wound him just the same

But this is his strife

And either way the outcome stings

And everytime I help myself

I hurt myself again

And it goes

Oooo oooo oooo

Something real is takin' over

Oooo oooo oooo

And I can't help but help myself

And I I I I don't wanna stop this feeling

I I I I don't wanna stop this feeling

I I I I don't wanna stop this feeling

I I I I can choose to let it die