I haven't been myself lately

I don't blame you for not wanting to stay

Saying things that I don't mean

Not meaning what I say

When it's good

it's so good

When it's bad

it's so bad

Even when I knew what I had

What am I supposed to say

When I end up driving everyone away

Cause I am on fire

A crying burning liar

Seeing nothing

nothing

but myself

And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred

God what happened to my heart

I'm about to fall apart

again

again

And you're never coming back

And I'm not okay with that

and I should've never let myself get attached

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

What's done is done

And nothing's gonna change

I should be moving on

But I still feel the same

AND IT'S LIKE EVERYTHING IS A FIGHT FOR MY LIFE

to get some self control

AND WHEN YOU'VE FORGOTTEN WHO I AM

it just feels

it just feels

Like I'm nobody at all

I found myself

hitting the ground

I held my breath

in case I'd drown

I should have known

When to let go

and when to see

who I was being

again

again

again

I am on fire

A crying burning liar

Seeing nothing

nothing

but myself

And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred

God what happened to my heart

I'm about to fall apart

again

again

And you're never coming back

And I'm not okay with that

and I should've never let myself get

Every inch of me is charred

God what happened to my heart

I'm about to fall apart

again

again

And you're never coming back

And I'm not okay with that

and I should've never let myself get attached

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

again

again

again

again

again

again

again

again

And you're never coming back

And I'm not okay with that

and I should've never let myself get attached

again

again